14 years and it doesnt get easier, hardest bit for me was not getting chance to say goodbye at your funeral because if the scum that walk our earth on 7/7, i was on the train behind the one that blew up at Russell Square, love you to bits and so wish we could have had a journey together

It maybe 9 years since you left us Steve but the pain will never heal at your early passing in life, you are always in my thoughts even more when it comes to Birthdays and Anniversaries. Ive even carried on the Chelsea Fc following for you and been to see a few games at the Bridge

Steve was my brother and hero and friend, we fell out for years but once I was told about his illness something inside of me said "Forget the past and look to the future", I hope I made up for the years we never spoke in the short time we were back together, it felt like we had never been the way we were in the last 6 months of your life Steve and even to this day the pain and hurt is still there and always will be, I never got to your funeral because of the Bombings in London which I got caught up in, but you are and always will be in my thoughts, when I hear certain songs, "Your Song" or "Wind Beneath My Wings" I think of you. Im so happy that you were still here when Chelsea won the League in 2005 even if you cant remember the pictures in the papers we showed you I will never forget that look on your face because I know deep inside you understood what had happened. As I write this Im fighting back the tears because I miss you so much and just wish you could have stayed around a lot longer to catch up on those lost years RIP Bro heaven has an angel up there and a hero to me